For those who are avid readers of my blog, I'd just like to make a bit of a clarification. I know I may sound super emo in my posts sometimes, but I just wanted to let you know.. "I'm ok!" That doesn't mean I don't appreciate the prayers and encouragement you have been throwing my way. (I'm totally grateful for all the encouraging words I've received.) It just means this.... There's a lot going on in my life. And from past experience I know that I'm not alone. Everyone goes through rough patches, and right now happens to be one for me. I told my sister that I'm unhappy with my life most of the time, but in general I am very happy because I can focus on God and see the hope that he promises me in Romans 5:5. That probably doesn't make sense if you read any of my emo posts. I am honestly sad and bogged down with the frustrations of my life when I write those posts, but sometimes I just need to release all those negative emotions and fears in order to refocus back on God. That's why I love to write so much... it really helps me sort my emotions and often points me back to God.
Either way, I'm not going to deny that I need prayer, but I just wanted to set the record straight that I am happy and do love life. I just have my moments of weekness.